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Should I stay or should I go?

These blogs of mine have been my mind recently. I can't decide whether to continue maintaining them or delete them. This one is particularly difficult, because most of the entries are painful memories.

Well, let me list how life has changed.

  • I got snookered into a weight loss study, and have since lost 50 pounds by staying at 1500 calories per day.
  • I don't ride my bike so much - only because I have a bad flat and need a tuneup - instead, I've been running, usually about 15K a week.
  • I'm playing volleyball more.
  • I've gutted and renovated my kitchen. Its being nice is slowly inspiring me to gussy up other parts of my house.
  • Instead of blogging, I've been journaling; I have 3-5 journals in my purse at any given time. And lately, instead of journaling, I've been writing real letters, to actual people. I'm in about a half-dozen snail-mail, pen pal exchanges, and I do postcrossing.

On the other hand, I still haven't found anyone suitable to date, so instead I've just been obsessing on inappropriate crushes.

I just read this whole blog again; I'll let it stay. It's my life, warts & all.

"Life is pain (...) anyone who says differently is selling something." -The Princess Bride.